Reflections of the last year

Wow! There is so much that has happened in this past year that I am amazed at the growth in my life. I have faced many challenges that have forced me to grow and look ahead to the changes that will be coming this year. When it seems that the Creator is so far a way all it takes is me changing my perspective and I can see that He hasn't moved it was me. The challenges that I have faced seem to have grown up over night and as quickly as they came they have gone. There seems to be a theme for this coming year 2009 and that is change. However, for me change began this past year. I have had many life changing things take place. I have met a wonderful man who never ceases to make me smile and laugh until my sides hurt. It seems that the Creator knew exactly what He was doing when He placed Mark into my life. This past year has been a challenge that is teaching me to reach deep within to all that He has placed within me to cope with change. There is so much more to say, but I don't have enough time to spend today listing the changes and reflections so I will continue to write when time allows.

Life's Twists and Turns

It seems as though just when you think life has thrown you one more curve ball than you can't handle, the Creator says, "Swing!" You hear the "Crack" of the bat against the ball and you watch as the ball soars higher and higher and then it disappears into the outfield. Then you begin the game of running to each base as you pray that the outfielder doesn't catch it. Then you hear the crowd grow loud as you then realize that you hit the ball out of the park and can finish running the bases with a sigh of relief. I know that I am in the place where the sound of the ball is hitting the bat. I don't know how far I will get, but this I know I'm aiming for the high places. Then may the Creator give me the grace to run to the best of my abilities. I must remember no matter how long it takes to run this race, He is there cheering me on and encouraging me to "swing."

What is your dog telling you?

Okay I haven't been blogging enough lately, but I finally found some time so I am going to share a funny story with you all. Over the 4th of July I had not quite a whole week off. So my dog Preacher and I got to spend some quality time together. He had been behaving so well, he was getting to stay out of his crate while I was away. So after six days off I had to go back to work. I didn't think twice, of course Preacher should get to stay out of his crate while I'm working. For some of you I can see that your wheels have just begun to turn. Yes, you're right he decided to rebel against me being gone again. He just couldn't help himself! When my mom arrived to let him out to use the grass, it was just too late for... the Dog Whisperer! He shredded my book from one side of the apartment to the other. And who really knows how much he ate I never found the hard cover. Mom then gently called and left me a message at work that Preacher was now back in his crate after is tantrum with the book. Mom stopped by my work to brace me for what I was going to find when I got home after finishing a long day at work. She gently reminded me to take a deep breath before I entered the apartment. I took her advise and entered my apartment slowly. I began to laugh so hard as I saw my "dog whisperer" book shredded. What irony of all the books on my coffee table to grab he chose to destroy, decimate, annihilate, the book on how to train him. It got even funnier as I began the search for the remains of my once very helpful book. I found bits and pieces from my kitchen to my bed. Needless to say he had a very good time being rebellious at my expense. So I came to the conclusion that he wasn't too happy about the idea of me going back to work and leaving him alone, as well as, that we need to continue his obedience training. I hope you all enjoyed this story as much as I did telling it! I leave you with the question in my heading, what is your dog trying to tell you?

He use to be so cute and now he is so...

Eyes Wide Open

Face head on...

Do not close your eyes open them wide.

You must look through to see... to see.

Do not close your eyes open them wide.

You must walk on through to see... to see.

Do not close your eyes open them wide.

You must not deviate from this path

that I have chosen you to walk and see through!

Face this challenge head on!

Do not look back only face it head on...

Eyes wide open, look and see...

Invitation

crystal clear water inviting you in
seeing into the depths of the unknown
relying on only the One who is beckoning
focusing on the leading of the Spirit
stepping in shocking waves of love
releasing waves of unstoppable strength
cascading over all those standing around
being charged with electicity, power,
clarity of body, mind and spirit

Mother's Day!

Today is a day that we are to honor our mother's and tell them all that they mean to us! I searched through so many cards, but I couldn't find the one that said everything that my mom means to me. You see my mom is light in a dark world, a beckon of hope where hope seems to be lost, she is a woman challenges others to pursue their dreams, my mom is... words just fail when it comes to all that she is to me! Mom your truly are a blessing!

I also want to honor another mother who is close to me and that is my amazing sister-in-law who has just been such a blessing to our family. She is not only beautiful, smart, and fun to be with, but she brings such joy to all of us who know and love her! So Kynda today I honor you and pray a blessing over you! Continue to be who you are and I love you! Thank you for coming into our lives and bringing to us such joy! You are an wonderful mother to my handsome nephew! Love you bunches!

Today is a special day and I want to take the time to honor those whom I love! I want to recognize those mother's in my life that mean so much! Lisa you are an amazing mother of two beautiful boy's and another on the way! I want to bless you and give you honor on this mother's day. You are a true blessing to those of us that have gotten to be a part of your life. Continue to know that you are loved and that the Creator of the universe holds all things in His hands! Love you sis!

I would like to honor my Grandma as well! She is an amazing grandma with so much love to give. She makes me laugh especially when playing Yatzee (she always wins) and she brings us a lot of joy. My prayer for my grandma today is that she knows how blessed she truly is! I love you Grandma!

All I Want To Do Is...

I have had an interesting week to say the least, but I was challenged several times to not take myself too seriously. Therefore, I made myself take some time to play a few games. I had to spend time trying to look past the cares of the week and look forward to the new adventure and challenge. I began to spend some time thinking about how the Creator loves to play with us on a daily basis. However, many of us, including myself, just seem too busy with daily life to play ball with Him and enjoy going back to the basics of this timeless treasure of just being with the One who loves to spend time with us.

My nephew and dad taking a little time outside to play ball!

Dad catch this!

I have been thinking about the times where I have laughed so hard that my sides hurt and I have tears streaming down my face. The Creator has taught me more than words can express about LOVE! I have been challenged to look outside of myself and see others the way that He does. Let me tell you that His LOVE for you is greater than all that is good in your life. All He wants to do is spend extravagant time with you! He wants to be invited to go with you into your place of work, school, church, home, vacations, and so on! He enjoys what you enjoy and He can bring so much more to the game when you just allow Him to participate. Stop take the time this week to play catch with the Creator! Just like my dad, brother, and nephew spent time throwing the ball around the backyard. Remember this that sometimes you must go outside in order to play! It's time to get outside of your comfort zone and pursue the Creator and see where He will take you!